Wednesday, January 30, 2013


In the next 8 weeks or less, champ will be here. Someone asked me at the prental yoga class yesterday, "Wont you miss being pregnant?", well, I guess not. I feel so done with pregnancy already. I cant wait for the baby to be here in real life. For me to hold, kiss, dress and change.

I have probably experienced EVERY symptom in the book. Faced a new challenge everyday. From nausea, sleeplessness, extreme fatigue, sleeping all day long going without food, forgetfulness, some serious cravings, cramping, heartburn,  and many many more!!

I am so done.

I think I will miss the little fluttering when the baby somersaults and kicks though. It feels awesome sometimes and hurts sometimes. This is probably the only feeling I want to remember, and sadly it cannot be captured by any smart phone or a DSLR.

Its going to be one crazy roller-coaster when he actually arrives. I know that too. And being so afraid of that roller-coaster, I wish he remains inside. But I feel so heavy and clumsy, that I cannot wait to get him out of the stomach and fit back into my jeans and get back to living my life.

But then, once he is here, I will spend every second of my life worrying and thinking about him.  Like a piece of my heart walking outside my body. He is probably safer inside?

 Bittersweet it is. And will be, for the rest of my life.



Raajii said...

Oh my goodness! You are pregnant?! That is so beautiful :-). I wish I had known earlier.

I wish you all the happiness in the world :-)

Vasumathi Sridharan said...

You haven't been following the blog :D :D Announced it sometime back on the blog. Somehow did not want to be a Facebook mom or to-be mom :P

Thanks hon! Alls well?

Raajii said...

Yes, all is well. I am sorry I missed that announcement, but I wish you all the best, and I hope to see photos of the little one soon :-)